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夜奠

已有 580 次阅读  2012-04-22 20:40
每次写日志,都是让心又受一次洗涤,这种洗涤,痛,麻,伤,离...身体的不适,已经折磨了我一整天,每次感冒胃疼,都是靠香烟止痛,酒精麻痹,可是这次,貌似不管用,天,也下起了小雨,虽然不大,但还是把自己淋了个浑身湿透,毅然决然的选择了再去淋一次雨,渴望能降下发烫的体温,渴望能平静下再一次躁动的思绪...
                                                                      寒夜人心碎
                                                                      不知心念谁
                                                                      片语未曾闻
                                                                      冷雨化成灰
                                                                      嘟嘴肝肠断
                                                                      烈酒忘情悲
                                                                      曾为看花来
                                                                      无奈花已非
                                                                      有心待花开
                                                                      奈何劲风摧
                                                                      相思无眠夜
                                                                      风中何人泪
                                                                      低语问海棠
                                                                      今夜谁来陪
                                                                                                                                                      -----凯  残奠
                                                                     平静的内心
                                                                不知何时变得波澜壮阔
                                                                     跌宕起伏
                                                             似乎有无法言尽的情愫在隐忍
                                                            只存于内心这狭小的空间中回荡
                                                                       也许
                                                         只有一次海啸才能湮灭这场波澜的延续
                                                                   虽然海啸离去后
                                                                  会是死一般的沉寂
                                                                     死寂过后
                                                                  那些沉痛的哀怨
                                                                    爆发如海啸
                                                                覆水难收,侵魂蚀意
                                                                   每每沉思过后
                                                           总会留下一次痛彻心扉的哭诉
                                                                   难掩内心疼痛
                                                              抑制不了关于过去的点滴
                                                                 唯有放任离愁渲染
                                                                   纵容沉沦思绪
                                                                  歇斯底里的魅力
                                                                   是沉沦的追逐
                                                                   是坚持的多余
                                                                     翻开日记
                                                                    默默地回忆
                                                                也许怪自己没有勇气
                                                                 造就了今天的结局
                                                                也许并不是那么完美
                                                                  但我不能骗自己
                                                               为的是隐藏内心的失落
                                                                 虽然我有努力忘记
                                                                但总是那么不堪一击
                                                             始终避免不了那哀伤的思念
                                                                 一次又一次地想起
                                                                 也许,我依然爱着
                                                            只是,无法再明辨那样的结局
                                                                    漫天的雨
                                                               在此时,洗涤我的哀伤
                                                                      我想
                                                                   现在只有等待
                                                                  才是最好的延续
                                                                     一路走来
                                                                 听着那动人的旋律
                                                                    熟悉的背影
                                                                 点点滴滴融进心底
                                                                   化作一汪清泉
                                                                  滋润着那一世情缘
                                                                   用爱渲染成的城
                                                                    固守的思念
                                                                    遥远的等待
                                                                 都成了最忠实的听众
                                                                     缘定今生
                                                                    时光的河流
                                                                 冲刷着深刻的记忆
                                                               不变的是那闪光的思念
                                                                每一个数星星的夜晚
                                                                   天空成了纽带
                                                                 灵知的心碰撞出火花
                                                                  燃烧茫茫的夜色
                                                                 坠落的就是爱的温度
                                                                  孤单的透明的黑夜
                                                                  凄寒的冰冷的泪滴
                                                                  不忍仰望夜空繁星
                                                                惧怕那能撕碎心的回忆
                                                                睡靥,梦醒,残泪滴滴
                                                                一枕冰凉痛楚令人窒息
                                                                    思念蜿蜒缠绵
                                                               黑夜中孤苦地守候,痴迷
                                                                夜,单薄地蜷缩在墙角
                                                                 深望夜空,孤雁哀鸣
                                                                哀泣于残锈冰冷的心脏
                                                                 不忍回望,不忍想起
                                                             将心墟的残骸毁灭,悄然入葬
                                                               寒光残月化身永静的湖水
                                                            却怕孤魂归路迢迢,永不能安息
                                                          命运的恶魔请别再捉弄我脆弱的灵魂
                                                                何苦夺走我烬余的残梦
                                                                  让心在冰冷中木然
                                                            黯淡天幕,无月无星,不见光曦
                                                              任无尽的苦楚戕害冰冷残躯
                                                                       毫不在乎
                                                                   苦难太过漫长诡秘
                                                            我早已习惯了忧伤,习惯了追忆
                                                                    凭栏望处轻叹息
                                                                    托颔凝神总相思
                                                                        初夜静
                                                                       寂寞又起
                                                                        冷风吹
                                                                       伤心未已
                                                                    可怜今夜了无梦
                                                                    历历往事抹不去
                                                                    懵懂往昔犹未尽
                                                                    与谁把盏话凄离
                                                                       曾几何时
                                                                      悻悻竟无语
                                                                     纵有陌路相逢
                                                                     何时相伴如昔
                                                                       如是我愿
                                                                   伴朝夕,生死不离
                                                                  默默的闭上我的双眼
                                                                     不让眼泪划落
                                                                 悄悄的搽去眼角的泪滴
                                                                    不让任何人看到
                                                                    紧紧的咬着嘴角
                                                                     不让自己哭泣
                                                               我知道这一转身不能够回头
                                                               也知道这一走就永远不回来
                                                               我知道眼泪掉下已伤痕累累
                                                               我知道我的爱早已破碎支离
                                                                好想哭,哭出我心中所想
                                                                好想哭,爱不能再去延续
                                                                好想哭,哭出来那片惆怅
                                                                好想哭,我已经无能为力
                                                                     But,I can’t
                                                                  Because I’m a man
                                                                To cry is not so easy
                                                                   So I must strong 
                                                                  To keep camouflage
                                                                 Keep on  going to be
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